general announcement for some of you fuckers [06 Jan 2007|02:30pm] so, even though i'm not really friends with some you (by your own choice) you still get off to gossiping about me! how flattering! theres something seriously wrong with my high school stage crew  director asking my sister about my behavior honestly, let me know if i should tell you to go fuck yourself stop pretending i can trust you! p.s. i shoot up everyday...that i dont smoke crack!1 lolololz! 4 comments|post comment

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[13 Dec 2006|12:07am] you'll never really lose what is truly important and if it is important then its not completely lost i feel stripped and reduced to who i am inside it's all in what you do with your heart; that easy do you know? cause i dont think you do this lj is still mostly dead im thinking about making a new one one where i can really be me with i used to be so much more honest about what i wrote so thats all i really posted for post comment

[07 Dec 2006|03:23pm] today is my last day of classes!! what should i drink tonight? i was shooting for something low calorie at first i wanted to do jungle juice made with everclear and some sugar-free juice type thing or some drink that i can substitute sugar with splenda. but then again, since im not really eating and im not that big, maybe i should go for light beer not in the mood for vodka and diet soda i do that all the time so....suggestions? 8 comments|post comment

[05 Oct 2006|03:17am] [ music | paul westerberg - first glimmer ] i dunno if ill end up updating this thing anymore this is like the opposite of judy's entry my life has taken another turn i know its not my fault but im good ok accepting it despite how fucked up i know there are people who are happy about this but not in a way thats supportive of me i used to feel better after writing in this thing and being able to tell everyone whats going on in my life without feeling embarrassed the bottom line is im misunderstood and people just have given up on trying to understand basically the reason for this entry is if you really wanna know whats up with my life, find a way of talking to me (phone, online, mail? hahah...im really not hard to get in touch with) because you wont really find out from here anymore i feel that people just read what i write here and think "oh miss melodrama!" i'm still gonna read and comment from this journal but i doubt youll get much else from me post comment

i dunno if i still know french...taking a stab at it [13 Sep 2006|03:33pm] je me détruirai avant qu'ils me détruisent 2 comments|post comment

[25 Aug 2006|03:50pm] im not as honest as i used to be in this journal so i made another that i probably wont add other people on or really tell anyone about because i will be judged (harshly) so this journal will be pretty much general bullshit that said past week(s?) in brief: gabe lost 3 tickets to rancid/h2o which sold out three times i went to williamsburg was disappointed by both watercountry and colonial williamsburg (long lines/general lack of colonial-ness) i (finally) got my schedule together: - media and rhetoric - introduction to cinema studies - sociology of media - sex and culture in the modern world - political philosophy pretty good considering it was done at the 11th hour i got my chanel purse but my mom doesnt want me to take it to college snakes on a plane. i bought the plugs i wanted from tysons (the day after everyfuckingone already went) but im too scared to use the tapers yesterday i went back to school shopping hahah summer in brief: i lost 15 pounds i went to the gym everyday i smoked a lot of pot threw a couple of parties got wasted a bunch general retardation fort reno sucked didnt go to warped and wouldnt have felt the need to make an unnecessarily long entry if i did sorry i didnt call you, kai i got too preoccupied with my personal shit. i really wanted to hangout today i leave 3 comments|post comment

[15 Aug 2006|04:35am] ( cut for content (this might piss you off and i probably wanted it to) ) 6 comments|post comment

[13 Aug 2006|11:44am] heres the purse i want to get well...not exactly thats a fake i couldnt find a pic of an the actual thing but thats pretty much the style boo on pointless fest being cancelled boo on my summer boo on school boo on everything that isnt coco 1 comment|post comment

[10 Aug 2006|04:48pm] i cant decide what kind of purse i want i went from dolce and gabbana to christian dior to yves saint laurent to juicy couture so far in my search ive found ( this bag ) that i like i cant really make up my mind so input would be appreciated maybe louis vuitton? gahhhhhh i wish picking a purse was the worst of my problems i guess thats why im agonizing over it 4 comments|post comment

[06 Aug 2006|11:32pm] holy shit! i didnt realize that school is starting so soon for me we start the week before labor day classes starth august 28 i just assumed it was after my summer blew but ill be happy to see some friends again i think i might write in another journal i cant say how i feel anymore post comment

[02 Aug 2006|01:14pm] i applied for an internship at the washington spark i need to learn to drive i need to make a to do list losing weight is so hard i wanna gauge my ears and wear these cute plugs with jewels i saw at tysons i also wanna get this tattoo ive had in mind i need to figure out if im going to 1905's last show i wanna be tan i wanna go to watercountry lolz and chicago for touch and go fest ok end of this 6 comments|post comment

[28 Jul 2006|07:32pm] small get together at my house hit me up on my celly cell 3014486913 2 comments|post comment

burnin' down the house [28 Jul 2006|04:31pm] it was our favorite house i always wanted to go back but now i cant although i lived there only 2 years of my childhood, it was where i did a majority of my growing up Barbecue Sparks Home Fire in Ridgetop Neighborhood 4 comments|post comment

[27 Jul 2006|04:54pm] i wanna go to pointless fest NO HOPE FOR THE KIDS (only us show - from Denmark) SEVERED HEAD OF STATE (only east coast show) WORLD BURNS TO DEATH (only east coast show, LP release show) 1905 (last show ever) Rambo (last philly show till 2007) Paint it Black (ex-kid dynamite/lifetime) Caustic Christ (ex-aus rotten from Pittsburgh) Witch Hunt (profane existence) Direct Control (one of the best us hardcore bands. feral ward) Magrudergrind (grindcore from dc/va) Hellshock (from portland. only east coast show) Violation (members of AOS) Pissed Jeans (subpop records) World/inferno F.S. (13 member crazy cult circus pants) Thought Crime (ex mems Suicidal Supermarket Trolleys and Distruaght) Dismal (scandi-crust influenced brutality) Kylesa (brutality from georgia) Carpenter Ant (skate core w/ the singer dressed in full skate gear etc) Fighting Dogs (philly) + A Few More Special Guests Thursday August 10th to Sunday August 13th At The First Unitarian Church 2125 Chestnut Street (22nd and Chestnut) Philadelphia, PA $45 for a 4-Day Pass / All Ages anyone? 1 comment|post comment

[20 Jul 2006|07:06am] i didnt sleep all night i havnt had a night like this since high school that kinda sounds like its so long ago when it really isnt i read with mtv on i really like music videos and it sucks you can only watch them late at night i could go without hearing that song by the fray again though i feel like if you have to surgically cut traces of someone out of your life then you never will forget today: portfolio review - fuck i dont have anything ready for my portfolio! fort reno sisters leave i wish i could be a person that only had to do one thing and be set for life like write the synth line for funkytown i hate it when people say "music is my life" i dunno if people will show up friday 3 comments|post comment

blackoutparty2k6 [20 Jul 2006|06:37am] party at my house this friday. tomorrow. please come especially if i dont see you often you can read this because i want you to come i mean it come between 7-8 earlier if you really want bring like $5 to pitch in for booze gabe is paying for everything and needs to be paid back otherwise byob well actually you dont have to drink feel free to bring friends that im friendly with if its someone i dont know please run it by me most of you know where i live theres enough beds and couches for everyone to crash call me for whatever 301-448-6913 comment if you plan on coming so i know what to expect 8 comments|post comment

[17 Jul 2006|12:16am] ive lost 10 pounds i get a dolce & gabbana purse and sunglasses if i reach my target weight and thats within 4 more pounds i wanna go to som records - new record store in dc im nervous about my portfolio review on thursday - i dont have my shit together sisters get to go to providence and boston but i dont ;-; i want a tempur-pedic mattress i havnt listened to my records lately because theyre a mess and unorganized as are my cds i love the world series of pop culture blah blahh blahhh i want i want i want im going to h2o and rancid woot woot! 10 comments|post comment

[16 Jul 2006|05:43pm] so party at my house this friday (i think) details to come expect one or more of the following (but most likely all): car bombs jello shots jungle juice shitfacery 5 comments|post comment

[11 Jul 2006|06:06pm] 3014486913 if you dont already have the number and even if you do give me a call so i can add your number to my contacts if not for that call for my awesome ringback 1 comment|post comment

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